Dear Peter,

I am so sorry for what I am about to do.

Please forgive me, I am so sorry.

I find it hard to live my life, my mind constantly has bad thoughts and it frightens me being HIV positive.

I am so scared of the future. I am scared of losing you, you are my life.

I love you so much.

For me it is the easy way out. I know I am just thinking about myself. I am sorry. You have been the best thing that has ever happened to me, thank you for being in my life.

I cannot rest with myself. I love you so much and I know you love me but it isn’t enough for me to take the pain away.

Please forgive me, I am so sorry.

Love,

Eddie

xxxx